lovaliss's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm contemplating a rash purging I'm contemplating a rash and impulsive purging of thoughts and feelings before I leave...I want to make Isaac a book that includes pictures, emails and poems...a memoir to us if you will. I got the idea from a dream I had the other night. Only part is that as I sat him down in front of the book and tv int he dream he never really responded the way I wanted him to, he was flattered and intrigued by what he read and saw, even happy and reminiscant at times, but always a little bit removed and unreachable. He never commented, which left me feeling like I'd just stripped naked in front of him and hopped around like a monkey expecting him to do the same...but he didn't. 11:17 p.m. - 2005-07-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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