lovaliss's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm like a bratty 15 year old I have suddenly been struck with the bitterness of a 15 year old. I can't stand to move home after I've been away for so long. It makes me wonder how I stood my parents, bless their hearts, all those years growing up. I despise having someone to answer to, I despise that I am in WY when I could be swimming and hanging out in blessed Provo, and I despise that I feel like such a nasty little brat inside when I'm here. I am bitter that my mom guilted me into coming home. I don't see the point in it now that I'm here. "So they can spend time with me before I leave..." but our time is not well spent together, everybody has lives they carry on with and I just kind of sit here feeling pissed off. And when we do interact it's tense and obligatory, at least on my part. 2:24 p.m. - 2005-07-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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