lovaliss's Diaryland Diary

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I don't know what to do with my grief as a non-believer.

It's just there.

Coming on like a sneeze. Sudden. Instant.

My grandma died last weekend.

I didn't know I'd feel like this, because I didn't feel like this with either of my grandpa's.

The funeral stirred up old feelings about my brother too. They read from her journals and in it she says losing my brother was hard to accept.

It stirs up feelings of loss over religion.

It turns into one big grief stew.

Brother + Grandma + Lost Religion = ____________...

9:04 p.m. - 2015-07-14

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